ARG!

That is the nicest way to put what I am feeling into words. There are other choice words I might use but I am trying to be nice. I am just frustrated. I finally got my lab results last night (lab work was done LAST FRIDAY!! But I finally got it, and my blood counts have not improved much. This means that I cannot be in Kansas City when Abbi has her baby. I have been really upset about this, but there is nothing I can do about it. Meeting baby Jelly will just have to wait till Thanksgiving… This also means I am off the chemo schedule until further notice. This could cause me to have to do this whole trial for even longer if things don’t get better!! I will be having labs drawn again this Thursday so I will keep you posted on the results when I get them. I could go on and list some of my other frustrations, but I really don’t think you want to read all that and just thinking about them makes me say “arg!!
Here is a happy photo:


Baby Sophie!